英语翻译When I am too sad and too skinny to keep keeping,when I

英语翻译
When I am too sad and too skinny to keep keeping,when I am a tiny thing against so many bricks,then it is I look at trees.
总感觉翻译不出来 bricks应该是砖头的意思吧,但是应该不是用在这的（芒果街上的小屋里面看的）