英语翻译I hate.Even if I die,Will be in you heart leave a lifeti

英语翻译
i hate.even if i die,
will be in you heart leave a lifetime of scars.
i hate.even if i die,
i will not bend down.
i hate.don't cry before me
i can endure,what makes you before me cry?
perhaps the world does not suit me,disgust things too much,
i start to reflect,meditate for a long time,concluded an answer:
this world *** suitable for me,and i live very tired.
but i never part i'm wrong
in my opinion,admit defeat worse than death and pain.
i think as long as not to know,don't touch.
can put some things hidden is very good.
my mom that can receive with begged the sms tone.
why do i still despite the left bitter tears in the morning.
i hate you!
i have a wrong,i can't be good!
but who really care about me,you care about.
i'm afraid only yourself doing good enough is enough perfect.
i don't need you these false man false concern.
zhi would like to invite you
leave me alone?don't bother me?
hurt your self-esteem?face can not pass the?
oh,i'm sorry
and those that i have never despise speaking to you.
please don't before me pack loftiness,thank you,ye unworthy!
not even my news to tell anybody.
i am a person!don't need the family of what is /
please do not disturb them thank my dear are
don't even want to know my bumbling said what story.
some of these stories will give you listen to.
one of the poor will only a few?
i don't need,thank you wo dear!
people are forced me.
forced out me,he began to forget me.
forgotten my helplessness and despair.
i a root and a root,smoking.
no tears,but always wanted to cry.
i work hard to find their own spirit support.
even if it is a person,a group,opinions belong to me.
but people helping me.
i thought the network can give me support.
but everyone see,are just my smile,nobody cares whether i am crying.
hate a person,very easy,i want to use the hurt yourself.
in his heart,leaving the people hate forever scar.
crazy eager to fall.
i use the internet,with all of our time,with his brain.
this world,seemingly no one can understand my lonely.
i can't sentimental,fictional network and virtual friends,fragile happiness.
i find can talk to object,can't achieve desired results,am i too selfish...
i to computer,a machine,and each time the laughter.
if parents' eyes,imprint into unimaginable,it would be a sharp residual saber.
i just want this to live!is this decadence and happy to live!
i use roar,tell me hate gad.
you just come to put,how to me,my poor.
as long as you don't regret!you this life don't regret!
my pain...i started wondering.
this world,the most comfortable dead method will be what kind.
but i did not complete the courage to leave this world.
degraded live and delighted liberation,that a better and i had been wandering.
this way of life,so that i am.
parents do?why should i so unhappy.
why can't i let them thoroughly happiness