英语翻译At present i don't know what shoud i do?As a matter of f

英语翻译
At present i don't know what shoud i do?
As a matter of fact ,you can't replace him ,and on the contrary he can't replace you in my heart.
At the same time i know i'm very important for he all the time .
I saw his tears when i'm left he .
as a reasult i don't know what should i do
He is so important for me at one time ,i'm aware of it's my false .
Please beg my pardon.
I was the only one for he,maybe i shouldn't be leaving.
Dear :If one day ,you can't looking for me ,what will you do?
If i never come across you ,maybe i never will be all adrift .